today, church.
nothing much.
sometimes, after a whole week for meeting strangers, it feels so nice to go back to a "home"



staring at the computer screen with a conversation open for you, waiting for you to open up to the person on the other end receiving it, you realise you have nothing to say. you have so much to say, but nothing comes out.
time flies, and you see that nothing you do can help anymore. you've learnt to hide everything, so much that it doesnt take any effort at all. flash that smile, and all is well. i guess, when you get to that stage where telling anyone wont help, opening up to anyone wont do you any good, you kinda just turn away. after turning away for a long time, you lose that ability to express those "troubles" of yours. its just a viscious cycle.


caro: thanks for that short conversation(: *hugs* love ya

charis: im not diamdiam ok!! just not as loud as you! hahahah! it was fun while you were here!(: next time bring grace along and mess up my cupboard. hahaha. its impossible, friend. straight As are WAYY too high to achieve. for you, its OBVIOUSLY fine. hahaha. oh wells. take care k?(: you can always come and look for me(: COME AND KNOCK ON MY DOOR. YOU KNOW WHERE I LIVE!hahahha.